in the lagoon

In the Lagoon She couldn't find the words to describe the night sky. But this night, tonight, she could see everything, in the vast nothing.. "Incazing"... Like turning off all the 'everything' around you- drowning out chaos, and all the 'else' Primal allure... domestication unraveling at the crescent of her pupils.. Exponential in it's vastness, of the space and stars...all that made her matters of 'matter' mattered now, much more. and acknowledging a purpose..overcome with joy and something new. A reason to go on. She could question...and that was a great thing. It was refreshing... and had only up until then, She now realized her world had only been blanketed, in the shadows of the time. That had been all along, simply passing her by. Now she watches the freckles along her wrists..lonely no more. lately it's been a turn signal blinking for miles, only to stay center. She would no longer be complacent where she sank...trudging in place. Falling to pieces. To get as high, and watch every sky.. I say you, you're looking down at a blue lagoon beyond the rocks. Yet you still stand. Standing a few stories high.. but Why not take that plunge - face the things that scare you, Find a balance. And a balance rebuilding. And that's when she jumped. And landed in stride.... on "pointe", to her favorite song... Her heart was beating again. And her skin glowed. Her smile was out of this world.... She didn't recognize the a reflection smiling back at her... Either way, she can now see stars.... and so when you're looking up in the sky, and feeling alone, know she is looking too. And your messages are whatever words you want them to be in a glitter-full sky. And she will always write back... you just have to look up. while finding success in the game of your life is for the taking if you take the leap.