Wednesday, May 26, 2010

wetlands

Clinging to hope, stretching for life..
sound of silence.. but on a loud-ly course.
Dark ooze thwarting the strays of light
Reeds no longer dancers in the wind,
instead a base of rusted wire... a place where day has left, and night no longer imagines.
Song of the wetlands mute.
Hum of the insects, vacant.
a million homes unraveled..
Ejected, falling apart..
Life here to tears,
While a spill, away they have turned,
hoping resolve,
it is nowhere near. Urgency not in vocabulary...
Those who play, play this playground, has lost its face.
Lost its smiling slide.. Lost her name.
Bullied, a fast begins


What is the plan? we go from here

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

vent

what does it take to get there? Accomplished.

I don't think I've tried hard enough. I don't think I have accomplished one thing. I've started a whole hell of a lot, and sometimes I get lucky everyone just so happens to forget where I left off. But in the grand scheme of it...I haven't finished a damn thing.
"when you want it so bad.... Put forth the effort, start with an inch."
Advice I have not applied myself towards.
It's great to see so many people i've known grow. It's comforting to see them do well. Makes me feel like that its' out there for us. For me. For who tries.

I give a damn. Thats the difference between. I truly give a damn. I have that at least. Knowing that, it does something for me...
Now I need to layout some ground for what I it is. With Questions and Answers....

How about a CF awareness / Sib's and classmates with CF?
An educational day where CF young and old give REAL insight to their stories of success, and misfortune.
4groups:
group #1 ) Expecting mother/fathers....
group #2) Siblings with CF what its like ...
group #3) Graduate (HS) or College
group #4) families with CF, that have CF kids...


At park, scavenger hunt.. It will give a chance to Give Back ,and make a difference for others in lArger capacity... I just want to make it big. BIG big....need to ind that place.

Auction. getting y hands on items others would play a raffle for.....

It's time to really try.